I am so fatigued! Fatigue has definitely got me. Fatigue sucks!! I can not really do much these days. I just get so tired. I try doing anything and I just can't. I get so tired I have to lay down. This is really yucky and I don't like it at all.
Can I just say that my husband is AH...MAZING!!! He is truly not normal haha. He just does absolutely everything for me. It's reallly weird because I feel so guilty because I can't do anything. Even though I know I am sick, I just feel like I should be able to do normal stuff. He just makes me feel so good and he keeps reminding me that I am doing so good. Even though I don't feel like I am sometimes because I am so lazy.
Also I miss Karley so much. She is on a road trip now. I don't know when I will get to see her again. I hate that.
I have treatment in a week, ughhhhh. I can't even stand the thought of another treatment. Oh, and I have so many more.
Dear God. I pray for grace, strength and courage. Amen.
Bless you girl for being so transparent in sharing this journey. Praying for strength for your body to fight the fight it needs to fight and for your mind and spirit to be the support your body needs. Thank God for Dan huh! I have a guy like that and yes, we are very blessed! Maybe you will discover some movies you have never seen. I fly in to Seattle on the 18th (a Wed) and could come till Friday to help you if you think it would be of any value. You are doing good, don't be hard on yourself!!!! Love and hugs today!
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If you would like to come that would be great! I am sure I will just be laying around those days. My mom was suppose to be here this week and she had a bad fall. I am so sad for her. Please send some prayers to her. She fell and broke her neck :( no paralysis Thank GOD!! She is still in the hospital in portland. Not sure when she will be going home. I really want her to come and stay with me but she wants to go home.
Deletethanks for all your encouragement! would love to see you again :). I know you are already coming home from a trip, and if you are ready to get home it understand. But if you want to come and hang with us for a couple days would love that. so let me know my friend. love you
Hang in there Sis...you can do this. Your Man is there and we will be coming to Seattle Sunday....call me when you can.
ReplyDeleteKimmy, keep your eye on the prize. Remember the progress you learned from your exam with Dr. Kaplan.....the tumor is shrinking!! You are strong, courageos, and a beautiful person! I love you.
ReplyDeleteKim, you should not feel guilty. YOU HAVE CANCER. You are so very blessed to have Dan, and let him do things for you without guilt. I know he does not think you are lazy and you should not feel that way either. Take care and it will all be over(not soon enough I am sure) My girlfriend went thru this also and she was a single mom with two young children and she is caner free now for 2 years. You have all the love and support,keep up your positive attitude and its expected to have fatigue. and yes like Nancy said:keep your eye on the prize". God bless Kim
ReplyDeleteDonna O.
Hey all ... thank you so much for the encouragement. I just love hearing from you all.
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