Rough week

Hi all. Not only do I feel poopy, I also have been snowed in and had no consistent power since Tuesday. I am over this winter storm. Did I say over the winter storm. Snow please go away. Power men please get my power restored. I was thinking that my fatigue really hadn't been that bad. Then Dan reminded me that I have been able to do nothing at all. I guess I didn't notice I was doing totally nothing because the power is out and there is nothing todo. I don't even know if that makes any sense at all. Bottom line, I'm fatigued, I'm tired of being tired, I'm tired of doing nothing, I'm tired of feeling like crap, I'm tired of not being normal. Basically this sucks.

 Okay now I'm not going to whine anymore today. Tomorrow should be my turnaround day. I am going to pray for that. We have plans to hang with our most precious friends tomorrow until Sunday. I am so excited for that. It's going to be a fun weekend. Let's also ALL pray that this is my last rough week. My taxol treatments start next Friday and they should be easier on me.

 Also my mother finally got out of the hospital yesterday. She is home and doing well. Thank God she wasn't hurt worse in her fall. Her neck is bilaterally broken, but she has no paralysis. She will be in a neck brace for 12 weeks. The same amount of time I will be in chemo. So we can heal together. I really hope she can come and stay with me soon. I am so sad for her. I love you mom!